Reflecting

So I find myself reflecting on things that have happened in my life this year.  It was a year filled with an almost obsessive (OK it was obsessive) job search, a very low tolerance for the new people living in my space, another year being single.  Not having the money to do ANYTHING.  So much right?! Well it may not seem like a big thing to you (reader) but to me with all of that and then some, this year has been a hot mess for me.  Yes I've have some good times, No I didn't starve ( just ask the fat girl), I never had to be homeless. And I do have so much to be thankful for. And I am thankful, grateful and all of the rest.  I was just reflecting on how tired it all was. 
I am going to try and not let things bother me so much in this up comming year.  I'm not doing my resolution in January like everyone else.  I'm going to start mine on Thanksgiving where I shall give thanks for everything I have and not what I wish I had.  It's going to take baby steps for sure for me to think differently.  Heck I may not even last the day.  LOL.  But I'm going to try at least.  So if you see me, or hear me or read something I've written ...Give me a little nudge to help me remember.  But don't be surprised if I snap at you. LOL.  xoxoxoxo


Rho